Today I was able to listen to music! It was so unexpected and wonderful, but today I did it. Let me start from the beginning. I have a friend who I met in october 2016 and hadn't seen since. FINALLY we got together again today. We each drove about an hour and a half to … Continue reading I broke the spell! →

I love music. Love love love it. If it's not playing in my ears, it's playing in my head. Music is magic. Most of us can easily relate to this emotion concerning music. It's a very common feeling. So why do I now feel different? Why have I suddenly stopped listening to music? A few … Continue reading What happened to music? →

Less than 9 weeks. A little over 2 months. I'll finally be 18. And, hopefully, done with school. When I talked with my parents about moving out, they said I could continue with school as a homeschooler (although I was completely willing to transfer to online schooling). The day I moved out, my mom declared … Continue reading School stress →

Not only did I make a blog at the wee hours of the morning, but I'm not really telling anyone. If you already know me, try to keep this private....let people discover me on their own. If you have no idea who I am, hi and hopefully you enjoy my weird blog. I used chrysanthemum … Continue reading So I guess I made a blog? →

I'm not even going to try to give my background story. It's nearly 1:00 am, and my mind is too flooded for that. But point is, I was less than 36 hours from my psychiatrist appointment, and now I'll be postponing it at least 2 more months. I'd dreaded this and anticipated this and tumbled … Continue reading My first blog, my first post, and a lot on my mind →